ChiNesE New Year

"Yan, got bf or not?".... "Yan, where's ur bf?".....

Those questions have been asked by few persons whom I met these few days... Is it a necessary to have a bf at these age ( I think so) ?!?! It was so shamed to say that i'm still single while those of my cousins were not, even sum of them are younger than me....
Am i a failure?!
Every of my relatives thought tat i'm in the river of love in fact i'm not..... :(

Well...why am i still single??
I dont know too...
I hope not to be a single too...but it is not an easy job to get a bf too...
The one i like is not the one who likes me
The one i dislike is the one who likes me
Why?!?!Where is the one i like and he likes me too??

What'll you do when you found that you are falling in love??
Will you express ur feeling??
Or kept it in your heart??

无论选择哪一种爱的形式，爱总是美好的。
几乎每一场初恋都始于暗恋，而所有的暗恋都是这样的，没有亲吻，没有情话，更不会有分离与伤害。
不管怎样，现实中的你如果碰上这样一段有可能无始无终的感情，又将怎样？
你会毅然决然地表白呢，还是将那份情愫永远深埋心底?

Having some quotes here....

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幸福是靠自己去爭取的~不管是友情或愛情
有些事情~~錯過了就沒有了,錯過了就是會變的
--遇到你真的愛的人時 要努力爭取和他相伴一生的機會
因為當他離去時,一切都來不及了.....

Saying it out if you love sumone
It's too late to regret when he/she has left.....

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I hate myself for loving silently
I hate myself tat not to give up easily/completely when i knew the sad ending between u & me
I hate myself tat falling in love too easily

Missing the guy i liked so badly recently... It's really painful...
I Really hope tat he can knows about my feeling in one day.
I'm so scare to be hurt by someone again and again...
I am not dare to be in love anymore......

For those who found their Ms/Mr Right, pls appreciate it....
all the best to u all and sure together forever
**ni, i'm so proud&happy to see a sweet+happy couple lik u&him... :) **

For those who are single ( included me )
Wishing you'll find the one lik u n u lik one day....

To my friends and those 38 uncle n auntie...pls dun ask me the same question anymore when we meet later on...... i'll try my best to get it soon... keekke..:)

last but not least.. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all of YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

FiReworKs

记得
很小的时候喜欢烟火
喜欢用爱编织梦想
长大了
喜欢夜空
喜欢用心聆听星语
就像
清晨喜欢雨露
夜里习惯低语
有人说
每一朵绽开的烟火都有一段浪漫爱情故事
于是我期待
两人的烟火
在属于你我的季节
缠绵绽放
好想好想每个午夜
沉醉你的怀抱
好想
爱像烟火一样
美丽
....

It's so nice to see fireworks again during Chinese New Year...

I like fireworks very much though its beauty last for few minutes. Dunno why... Just felt very happy and comfortable everytime when I saw it.... All of my sadness and stress disappeared at tat moment...

*********** 愿你们的生活如烟花般绚烂,比烟花更恒久! ********

*** PictureS tiMe ***

Sr 1 CharitY (1999)













Sr 2 GracE (2000)













Sr 3 Joy (2001)
















Sr 4 JoY (2002)













Sr 5 JoY (2003)

~~~~ ** ColleGe LifE (2004-2005) **~~~~

*** FriendsHip ForEveR ***

I was so glad to meet nice and friendly friends lik u all in the hostel...Thanks for the supports and helping hands u gave when i faced difficulties in hostel.... it's really tough to me for the one and the half years of hostel life.... thanks for accompany me all the way.... may all of u all the best in future!!!! I really appreciated the friendship between YOU& ME.....Friends, take care!!!:)

SJ5C ( 2004-2005 )

~~~他, 他, 他~~~

~~~A guY That I noT willinG to forGeT ~~~

他,
一位让我懂得爱的人
一位让我懂得付出的人
一位让我成长许多的人
一位让我欢喜让我忧的人
一位让我流过最多泪的人
一位让我更坚强和勇敢的人
一位让我不敢/害怕再去爱的人
一位留给我许多美好及悲伤回忆的人

他,
让我懂得原来单方面的付出
并不能换来想要的结果
感情这东西
可遇不可求
是你的就是你的
不是你的
就算强求
也不能获得真正的幸福!!!!

他,
一位我在乎且难以忘记的人.......
一位我只能藏在心中的他.........

though we didn't end up with a happy ending,
I really appreciate the friendship between us,
a friendship that I not willing to forget 4ever
.................................................................................


*** 一位令女生搞不懂的他 ***


他，一位和女生传出绯闻的男生
绯闻在无缘无故的情况下流传在人群中
虽然如此
男女双方谁也不曾踏出第一步
探讨事情的真相
就这样
随着日子的流逝
男女是一对就成了大家公认的一对
但事实并不是大家所想的那样
男生与女生的关系只是普通朋友

因为四周的声音及传闻
女生的情绪及心灵也渐受影响
因此女生避免不了去想她与他的可能性
除此之外
男生的一举一动
也令女生觉得他俩是有可能发展成情人

然而
日子不断的过去
男女之间的关系仍停留在原地
不曾脱离朋友的阶段

当初的是是非非
至今仍是个迷
女生也因此搞不懂自己对男生真正的感觉
是友还是情人!?!?!?

+++ 红粉知己+++

与他认识的时间虽短暂
但彼此却像多年老友般
彼此间没有秘密及隐瞒
自然而然地
彼此成了互相倾诉心事的对象
彼此互相了解
甚至坦然地在对方面前露出个人的缺点

一切就是那么的真实
那么的自然
因此
"红粉知己"
是彼此最恰当的形容词吧!

彼此间的关系
远比朋友更亲密
要好的感情
也使双方家人
误以为他俩是一对
但这一切
却不至于使他俩发展成情人
也许这就是所谓的知己吧!

拥有这样的一位红粉知己
的确是可遇不可求的一件事
试问该在那儿
才能再遇上第二个他?!?

~~~My Favourite~~~

**CloVeR**

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HaPPY HaPPY NeW YeaRrrrrrrrrr

A year has ended, and a new year is just starting. And so, I want to wish everyone a Happy New Year 2006. I hope it's a great and happy year for all of you , and that it's full of joy and success.

Someone said something to me yesterday, that I would like to pass on to you too:

may the best thing that happened to you in 2005, be the worst thing in 2006.

Another thought I have lurking around in my mind is that:
ok, we ended a year yesterday, and started a new one today, but in reality it's just like every other day of the year, we end one day and start a new one. So every night when we go to sleep, we're ushering in a new day, new possibilities, another new start, and it's really up to us what to do with it.So I guess what I'm saying is that every day is a new day, every day is the first day of a new year ahead of us, and I'll allow myself to borrow the saying, every day is the first day in the rest of our lives, so we should make the best of it and live the lives we want to live and that will make us happy........

Well, I really enjoy myself on the celebration of new year eve. It's nice, fun and exciting.... It's the first time i celebrate it with my friends in KL. I hope that it's not the last time....
Besides, i found out something.... something that i dunno in year 2005. something that frightened me. I really hope he can changes his bad temper and treats everyone as the same....

Do u know how to make sure someone is fall in love?!?!?!
For me, It's really a tough question.... remember to tell me if u know the answer.... ^~
A weird and special feeling was lurking around in my heart since tat night....
something tat made me can't concentrate in everything i do
something tat i can't describe words by words.......... felt a bit painful besides sweetness
tat scene keep appearing in my mind.... something sweet and touching...Maybe i should counted it as the mysterious i wait for :) keke... it happened unexpectedly.... or i should said tat it's a surprising present i got in the first day of year 2006 :)
Anyway, i really felt sweet and comfortable at the moment
the moment i hope tat it can last forever.... :)

here just to wish everyone again an extremely great
and happy new year 2006!!!!!!!!!!

yup... i'm going to start my study life again after resting for 6 months....
wishing me & everyone all the best in year 2006... it's going to be a better year!!!!!!!!!