30 July 2007

不开心的一大早

会伤心,是因为我太在意了吗?!

不明白为什么。。。
难道在你的世界里,只有你是对的吗?
难道别人可以吃苦而你却万万不能吗?
难道只有别人为你付出而你却无需付出吗?

为什么你就是如此的自私呢?
为什么只有在遇到困境时,你才会想起我这个亲人呢?
为什么只有在需要我的帮助时,你才会对我好呢?
难道说,你只是利用在你身边的人吗?

说实在的,我们虽然住在同一屋檐下
但我却发觉我们的距离是多么的遥远啊。。。。
我看不透你的心
也不知道我在你心中扮演着什么角色
难道 你都不曾想过好好地对待身边的每一个人吗?

这个原本是个很美好的清晨
我泪流满脸了。。。。
虽然你待我差劲 但我还是会为你而感心痛

也许在你的字典里
有的只是 有福同享 有难自己担

15 July 2007

I was kicked off from using computer few hours ago coz it's occupied by my brothers for dota... Then i planned to sleep earlier tonight but it seems to be not work again... Stepped out from my bedroom and I saw that no one's using the computer, so immediately I switched it on and trying to do something... That's y I'm here and editing some pictures as well.... I had quit from my part time job two weeks ago... It's kinda boring spent the whole day doing nothing at home, so i really hope go back for class as soos as possible....but for now, i'm looking forward the coming trip before class resume ^^.... Oh, I think I forgot something as well... I havent completed those holiday assignment yet :(....aiyaya, I can spent the whole day for drama series but lazy to finish all the assignment tim...erm, I think just put it away first +_+ hahahah^^

Erm, it's kinda sad here when I look on the pic of dad's bao bei, xiao hei @ ah bui..... that night, we're talking about the spot on his bodies... after a few hours when I was back from outside, dad told me tat xiao hei was pass away.... What??? I asked dad to repeat as I hoped I was listen wrongly...I know dad was sad for the news and I just pretend not to kepo for the happenings.... After that night, I got to know that no one knows how was the car accident.... When dad noticed xiao hei's not in the house, he found tat it's get hurt on the roadside, most probably crashed by a car....Ohh... it's so pity and unexpectedly... :( besides tat, I can also understand how sad was my dad when he told me the whole story...it's also the 1st time I saw his tears because of his lovely bao bei....Now, none of us dare to talk about xiao hei anymore.... just closed the case and not to be sad anymore.....ah bui....I miss u tim T_T

alright, it's 2.38am.... not to continue my story anymore.... else i'll get scold.... ^^ nightezzz....

04 July 2007

sTaY HappY

我回来了

有好一阵子没到这儿来了
一来是因为之前有点忙
二来是因为没什么好写的
再来就是懒得想点什么来写

三个月的长假就快结束了
时间还真的过得很快呢
工作的日子虽然有点累
但却过得蛮有意思的
毕竟那才叫做生活

刚才听到了一段蛮有意思的话
想了想之后 才发觉真的是如此啊
但为何当时的我不是这样想呢
想起来也觉得有点好笑咯

话说
没有什么是不可能的
关键在于你自己
是否愿意或不愿意
只要你愿意 不可能都会变成可能

她说
背着20公斤的背包往20楼爬去
越爬就越没力气 甚至不能动摇
但如果把背包放下
你就会发现爬上20楼简直就是轻然易举

曾经我都一直执著于某些事
如今我终于发现我没有了负担
原来一直以来所想的 所执著的
都是因自己而造成的
所有的不可能都变成可能了

长篇大乱后
最想最想说的是

我很快乐
我真的真的很快乐


我终于体会到了因快乐而留下的眼泪 ;)

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