还以为不会再失眠了但自从那天起我又开始失眠了... 我不晓得自己怎么了... 不晓得为何泪水会如此轻易的滑落... 更不晓得为何落泪... 连续几天做着同样的事情, 不禁地让我觉得我的人生还真的是乏味到了极点啊!!!

看着周围的家人及朋友们, 大家似乎有着自己的梦想; 为自己的梦想而努力... 相反的, 再看看自己... 我却找不到我的梦想, 更不晓得自己的长处何在... 再过两个月, 我就要再次上战场重考了... 但如今的我却像屎一般毫无战斗力, 一脸消沉的...

还记得小学纪念册里老哥写下的一句话 “小时了了, 大未必佳”... 老哥说的一点也没错吧... 从小我的成绩都一直是榜上有名的... 在老弟们的眼中, 我也是学习的对象...

但.......

还记得在我考完试的那天, 我就为自己所犯下的错误而大哭了一场... 一直到成绩公布前一天, 我依然抱着希望, 等着奇迹的出现好让我通过... 但事实终究是事实, 我仍然无法通过... 痛心过, 泪流过... 原以为自己还能撑得下去, 原以为自己是坚强的, 原以为自己会想得开... 但如今才发现, 我仍然无法原谅自己... 我无法承受失败... 心想着, 我正是如此弱吗?

看着一位朋友写给他自己的留言, 说着 “成绩终于揭晓了，通过了...（但没点儿惊喜）”. 看完后的第一反应便是---讽刺!!! 但回想后又认为那也不是没道理, 对于有本事有本领的人来说, 区区的几张考卷又能拿他们怎么样呢!!! 只得怪自己不比别人来的强, 准备的不必别人足...等等

读着这编文章的你们也许会说, 一切以尽, 别回想过去一些不开心的事了, 再说现在最重要的就是把握时间好好为重考而准备吧!!! 没错, 人就是这样嘛... 我们都得向前看, 向前迈步, 向前努力.........

但愿我能重拾信心; 从哪儿跌倒, 就得从哪儿爬起啊!!!

Year 1998~~~~ Year 2008

Date: 03.02.2008
Time: 6.30pm - 10.30pm
Venue: Milwaukey,Balakong

It's gathering!!! Time flies, it comes to the 10th year after i graduated from primary school. And today 12 of us gathered... 10 years, it's quite a long time....Everything can change within these 10 years... Everyone has changed... Though we cant call up everyone for the gathering(in class 6A, year 1998), but it's thankful as we still can meet again after these 10 years...

Sze wei ( 6A assistant ) and Me

Jia Qi ( 6A monitor ) & Me

***Sze wei, Chong Yee, Chen Lao SHi, Me and Pin yuen***

*** The only 3 Guys ***

*** Sarah, Stephanie, Snowy, Cathering, Carrie***

*** Qun Ga fuk ***
子晶，梧桐，佳琦，锦鹏，丽勤

可荔，丝薇，仲仪，陈老师, 我，冰韵，雪晶

it's given by chen lao shi

>>>Lao shi & Mi<<<

#Yan & Hsieh Chin#

[Ker liy and Me]

~~~~~~~House visiting CNYear 07 ~~~~~~

10 years ago......

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Class photo ( year 1999 class 6A )

can you recognise which is me?!

Janet, catherine and me....

......when's the next hang out for us again.... yea, really looking for the next gathering...esp those i hav nvr met since 10 years ago... you know who u R!!! ....

CNY is coming.... wishing everyone A prosperous and a Happy Chinese New Year!!!

***迎鼠送猪***

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New Layout!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah... finally finished edit the template of my blog..... huh, it's quite torturing during editting..... Ii think i wont simply change my template anymore......T_T anyway, i lik tis layout and hope you guys will lik it too ;)