It's not a happy day

went to work this afternoon
found tat the operator of the company was there
he was talking to one of my malay colleague
den we were asked for a small meeting
the operator announced tat
today is the last day of the malay guy working in the company

huh, wat a surprise
i was not sure wat's happening
but i knew tat some of my colleague dont lik him much
i think im the lucky one
i got a contract from the operator
thankful tat im not the one who force to quit from the company

somehow
sometimes i think tat
i'm the useless one
i'm the extra one
maybe i'm still new in that company
but i do really hope tat i can handle everything without others help
i really hope tat i can do it

back from work
i was so happy as i can see my baby
but everything seem to be wrong
i dont lik those feeling
i dont understand myself
by the time i put on hope
wat i get back is disappointment

so sorry as i let my tears drop again and again
it's impossible if you request me not to drop my tears
because the only way for me to relief is crying

爱与希望

林俊杰 - 爱与希望

作词：王雅君 作曲：林俊杰

大地被摇晃着
天空突然黑了
我的心也被震碎了 下一秒瓦解了 泪堆积成了河
但明天是好的
我们要坚定着
爱~让我们不放弃活着 还要继续和大自然拔河
当爱与希望 投射炙热的太阳
昨日泪光 会随时间都蒸发
别轻易放弃 明天要许更多愿望
装满了勇气 就更有力量
当爱与希望 倒映暖暖的月亮
再回头望 又是筑好的家乡
我知道未来还有好多路要闯
我打开了窗 看见了晴朗

当爱与希望 投射炙热的太阳
昨日泪光 会随时间都蒸发
别轻易放弃 明天要许更多愿望
装满了勇气 就更有力量
当爱与希望 倒映暖暖的月亮
再回头望 又是筑好的家乡
我知道未来还有好多路要闯
我打开了窗 看见了晴朗
woo~~~~~~`
wu yea~~~~~~

yea... practical result was released few days ago and finally I passed all of the section... Yes.... I passed it... but I was not really happy because of tat... and now i'm waiting for the coming convo in year 2009...

today I got full shift and I worked from 10am to 10pm... It's kinda tiring but I enjoyed it... I'm in the process of learning... lens product... refraction... how to solve every problems... and etc... yea, I wish I can learn everything of it and I really hope that I do improve myself day by day.....

* adding oil * :P

for my lovely baby, thanks for waiting me in front of the shop... you lik to surprise me each time lo, yea you did it.... thanks yea;) -MI MANCHI-

tomorrow is Wesak day, a public holiday.... n i'm so lucky tat I got an off tml so i'll go out hang gai gai with baby lo... yea, nice nice :) thanks Jess chong, my supervisor for the arrangement ;)

okay, i'm tired from work so i wanna go to bed la... see u all next time.... miss yea ;)

everyone, take care yea......

My working life has started since 1st of May. Yea, now I'm a full time worker ady... before I enter optical 88, I heard of many stories that making me so nervous on the 1st day working in optical 88... But now, after a week I think I can adapt the life of working in this company ... I hope my choice is the RIGHT one...

I got morning shift today, worked from 10am to 4pm so that I hav a free time now to update my blog.... however, i think i'll not be blogging anymore unless i'm free from work... ;)

2 days ago, 07/05/2008, it's an important of us... blink an eye, it's the 1st anniversary of us...... Early in the morning, we went to KWSP...... Unfortunately some fishy thing happened on me and it forced me to spend money again...haizzz... then we went to one utama, which is also the 1st place we hang out since we're together... we watch over her dead body... at first I thought it's a scary ghost movie... but finally i found tat it is about a romantic love story.... erm, quite nice d ;)

after that we went for our dinner at Jogoya.... we used about 3 hours to reach there from one utama.... the traffic on tat day was really.... suckx lo.... I was wishing to hav a try at jogoya and finally it came true... quite happy la but I do not think that I'll spend my money on it anymore as it is too expensive la.....

Happy Anniversary & thanks for the surprise of champagne roses ;)