**Merry Christmas**

hohoho...
Merry Christmas to all my loves one.....
may this season bring lasting blessing and joy that will last thru' out the year~
yupp.. is christmas day..let's see..thanks for all e greeting..... cards..... msges and gifts!
though this christmas was boring.. but somehow did enjoy myself...... that's how my x'mas passes by~~~a lonely christmas~~~

** Wishing Year 2006 is a better Year **

today in That YeaR

still remembered clearly about tat day
a day to give up
a day full of sorrow
a day i cant forget 4ever
a day to accept the reality
............................
a memorable day


few years were past
but all of the memories were so fresh in my mind
missing you all of the time
especially in the midnight
do u know all of tat?! sure u dun know"("

听人说：
喜欢一个人, 就应该让他幸福快乐
只要他得到快乐, 一切的牺牲都是值得的
这是真的吗？

from the beginning, i tot time is the remedy to cure the sickness
but, i'm wrong....
" let it go" is so easy to express from mouth;
when u ask to do so, it is not as easy as u tot.

伤得最深的人就是付出最多的人
失去才是永恒的痛苦
失去了，保存的就是唯一的回忆
你是我一生中的遗憾.........

失去了曾经的拥有
在你离开以后
带走了笑容只留下寂寞
忘了幸福是什么
没有你的夜特别的漆黑
只能比上双眼去感觉
没有我的夜谁在你身边
代替了那个从前
能不能再听一次 你说爱我
回到还在你怀里的时候
能不能让我再一次拥有
曾属于我的温柔
能不能让我再一次拥有
曾属于我的温柔

终于发现我比想象中爱你
只是一时不小心错过了你
每当夜深人静
我诚实的分析我自己
总会从梦中惊醒
还是不可否认地
我比想象中爱你
......................................

爱一个人，爱到没有了自己

有一种感情，不能坚持只能放弃。
也有一种感情无法放弃只能坚持。
这份感情我放弃不了，所以我选择继续。
爱一个人，爱到没有了自己的时候，就再也放弃不了了，所以让爱继续，这是我唯一的出路。

试过无数次，让自己不要去想你，每天在重复着，在心里告诉自己，要放弃，一定要放弃，可是每次都做不到。
日记里，帖子里，每一个地方都写满了要忘记，其实这却是想的一种办法。
不要忘了，刻意去忘就是在想。

朋友告诉过我，如果痛，就痛的彻底点，爬起来重新爱过。我试过，可是不行。痛到彻底，我能够爬起来，可是，我依然做不到重新爱过。
爱一个人，爱到没有了自己，这种爱情，没有办法重来一次。

也许我永远是个胆小的孩子，从来不敢轻易的爱上一个人，更不敢轻易的去放弃一个人。
我胆小，所以我害怕没有你的日子。所以我继续下去，放弃不了，所以我一定要继续。

:(

9.11.2005, a special day for me^^
this day should be a happy and sweet day. unfortunately, it was not going well as wat i tot... i'll remember the birthday of yr 2005 till the day i leave tis world. all of the things happened unexpectedly. all of us were shocked tat night. none of us know wat's wrong. i was so confused and blurr to see the situation.... A birthday which i hope once a year became as a nightmare...
Aiks...."( Sigh to say about it....

yup, here i would lik to thanx all those who greeted me via sms, phone call, friendster testimonial&message ( kuai yin, yuan, katherine, ivy, siau fue, yong san, yenni, roy, catherine, yee, shin, son, chi, jian, ymeng, xwen, poli, vincent, yhui, christine, sally......). thanx u all very much .

boy boy & gal gal, thanx for the watch and necklace... i lik them very much, i think tat necklace cost guys a lot de...

jane, thanx for the necklace too... and those nice+cute stuff~~

thanks u all very much.... i'm glad to hav friends lik u aLLllllll ^^

黑色星期三

人生的道路并非完全操纵在自己手中
我们无法阻止一些不愉快的事 我们无法避免一切命中注定的事
我们也无法预测下一秒下一分钟所发生的事
因此
我们必须听天由命
我们必须勇敢面对考验
我们也必须接受残酷的事实
也许
这就是人生

当午夜12时的钟声响起
喜悦愉快的心情顿时消失了
悲伤心疼的心情渐涌上心头
眼前所发生的一切太突然了
我的梦 全被打碎了
没想到 今年的生日竟发生了这种事
没想到 迎接这日子的竟是伤心泪水
没想到 我会以泪洗脸地渡过这深夜

今夜的我 见证了所谓的压力与孝心
原来一切并非我所想像的简单
原来再坚强的心也有软弱的时候
原来严肃的脸孔也有着慈祥的味道
原来忍耐的付出是委屈
原来忍气吞声需要勇气
原来。。。。。压力是那么可怕的！！！！

为何行善者得到的结果却是大家的埋怨及责备
为何善良的心得不到大家的谅解
为何所付出的好意都成了大家所谓的恶意

压力使人喘不过气
压力使人失去理智
压力使人失去信心
压力使人失去尊严

这一夜 我体会到了一发不可收拾的爆发力！！！

唉， 写了那么久，我也不知道自己写了什么？

"HappY ~ SaTurDAY"

Yippi!!! I was so happy today. I just went back from South City Plaza, Seri Kembangan. The purpose I went there is ===== to have a look of 4 ARTISTs!!! 4 of them are MIke He Jun Xiang, Xu Wei Lun, Nie YUn & Ah Ya. Actually , Mike He jun Xiang is the one who attracts me to attend the "show".... haha... 4of them came to Malaysia to promote the drama of TVBS ASIA - " Express Boy".

The show was started from 6pm and I reached there around 4.30pm. There's so crowded when I reached though it's 2 hours before the show.... Mike is so handsome, cool & cute...haha... I was so happy to meet with him...so nice... ( "~")

""hope to meet a Mr.Right like him... ahahah....""

"" sigh ("."") , i know it's impossible "

Anyway, wish all of them all the best... i'll watch the drama everyday, hehe... gambadeh lo!!!( *~*)

~ NiE YuN~ * Wei LuN *

""He Jun XiAnG""

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~~~~End Of MY 1st JOB~~~

Today is the last day of my working day in the cake house... finally, i knew the difficulties and the 'taste' of working. It's not an easy job ... my life was so busy and tiring after i get the job... I never think of the life of working was so busy & tiring... (''_'') my work start from 9am to 6pm everyday except Wednesday. I have to do a lot of things in the cake house.... clean every part in the cake house, packaging cake, serve cake, serve customer, arrange bread and etc... it's really a tiring job... after i worked in the cake house, i'm not brave to buy anything from the shop anymore....do u know why??? hahah.. as it's not arrange in a clean & proper way... i can see all of the way of baking cakes and breads... even i'm the one doing tat... i was so shocked to see the process....

after i get the job, i didn't have extra time to do other things... when i reached home from work, i only have a few hours to spent with my family... sigh, i lost the time of watching drama series... Oh, i can't survive without the tv programme.... right, yen ni~~~ i'm so sorry of didn't reply u in the chatterbox... i was so busy recently... hope tat u can understand.... !!!sorry!!!

so, wat i wanna do right now??? hahah, i'm looking for another job... hope i can get it soon...

yup... Dear all, Happy Moon cake festival!!! ^ ^

WhAT wAs GoinG wRoNg ??

what was going wrong to my grandma??? who can answer me??

Last night, i found that my grandma was abnormal... i was so shocked to see her in that situation. My tears came out suddenly and i was so sad... what's going wrong to her? She was so different compare to the day. I can't understand all of the things she said.... I wondered what language was she using.... It's not Hokkien, Cantonese, Mandarin, Malay or English..... What does she want? Is She pain? I really don't know... I was so sad to see her in that situation... She.... she seem like a baby..... Was all of these situation giving some signal to us?? I don't know, maybe... I do not hope to reach that day... but, i know that day will be reached in one day.... :(((

朋友一生一起走

不论在生活中，还是在网上，人人都会有朋友。朋友是什么？朋友就是彼此有交情的人，彼此要好的人。友情是一种最纯洁、最高尚、最朴素、最平凡的感情，也是最浪漫、最动人、最坚实、最永恒的情感。人人都离不开友情。你可以没有爱情，但是你绝不能没有友情；一旦没有了友情，生活就不会有悦耳的和音，就死水一滩；友情无处不在，她伴随你左右，萦绕在你身边，和你共渡一生。 　　 　　

朋友是一种相遇

大千世界， 红尘滚滚，于芸芸众生、茫茫人海中，朋友能够彼此遇到，能够走到一起，彼此相互认识，相互了解，相互走近，实在是缘份。在人来人往，聚散分离的人生旅途中，在各自不同的生命轨迹上，在不同经历的心海中，能够彼此相遇、相聚、相逢，可以说是一种幸运，缘份不是时刻都会有的，应该珍惜得来不易的缘。

朋友是一种相知

朋友相处是一种相互认可，相互仰慕，相互欣赏、
相互感知的过程。对方的优点、长处、亮点、美感，都会映在你脑海，尽收眼底，哪怕是朋友一点点的可贵，也会成为你向上的能量，成为你终身受益的动力和源泉。朋友的智慧、知识、能力、激情，是吸引你靠近的磁力和力量。同时你的一切也是朋友认识和感知你的过程。

朋友是一种相契

朋友就是彼此一种心灵的感应，是一种心照不宣的感悟。你的举手投足，一颦一笑，一言一行，哪怕是一个眼神、一个动作、一个背影、一个回眸，朋友都会心领神会，不需要彼此的解释，不需要多言，不需要废话，不需要张扬，都会心心相印的。那是一种最温柔、最惬意、最畅快、最美好的意境。

朋友是一种相伴

朋友就是漫漫人生路上的彼此相扶、相承、相伴、相佐。她是你烦闷时送上的绵绵心语或大吼大叫，寂寞时的欢歌笑语或款款情意，快乐时的如痴如醉或痛快淋漓，得意时善意的一盆凉水。在倾诉和聆听中感知朋友深情，在交流和接触中不断握手和感激。

朋友是一种相助

风雨人生路，朋友可以为你挡风寒，为你分忧愁，为你解除痛苦和困难，朋友时时会伸出友谊之手。她是你登高时的一把扶梯，是你受伤时的一剂良药，是你饥渴时的一碗白水，是你过河时的一叶扁舟；她是金钱买不来，命令下不到的，只有真心才能够换来的最可贵、最真实的东西。

朋友是一种相思

朋友是彼此的牵挂，彼此的思念，彼此的关心，彼此的依靠。思念就像是一条不尽的河流，像一片温柔轻 拂的流云，像一朵幽香阵阵的花蕊，像一曲余音袅袅的洞箫。她有时也是一种淡淡的回忆、淡淡的品茗、淡淡的共鸣。

朋友是一种相辉

朋友就像是夜空里的星星和月亮，彼此光照，彼此星辉，彼此鼓励、彼此相望。朋友也就是镶嵌在默默的关爱中，不一定要日日相见，永存的是心心相通；朋友不必虚意逢迎，点点头也许就会意了；有时候遥相晖映，不亦乐乎？　　
　　
　 花落才有花开，有散才有聚。若没了那一份无奈，又怎懂得珍惜。我们总是不遗余力地追求那一个天长地久，我们总是千方百计去留住那一个结果，却不知天有老时地有荒，这世界哪有不变的情？却不知如果曾经拥有过美，便不需去强求什么结果。这世界许多东西没有永恒，这世界许多事情没有结果，而美丽依旧美丽，辉煌照样辉煌，又何必斤斤计较时间的长短，又何必兜兜转转寻求因与果。离别时，如果我们可以执手相互道珍重，又何必一定要留在一起重复那许多琐碎的岁月！

分手时，如果我们可以轻轻松松挥挥手，又何必无所谓地去翻找昔日的海誓山盟，花儿落了，明日还会开，流星虽逝，美好的愿望依旧在心底。于是所有的日子都轻松，于是所有的负重都甜美，于是不会再后悔，于是不会遗憾未了又遗憾，于是过去了的成为回忆，于是今天拥有的不会再无奈。拥有过的，永远不会失去，没有得到的，亦无须苦苦追求，是你的，迟早都是你的，不是你的，永远都不会属于你。只要你不为天长地久而苦恼。不必为失去的而遗憾，不必留恋昨天。只在乎曾经拥有。


朋友
這個名詞令我想起了周華健的'朋友' 。。。。


讀完這文章後
出現在我腦海中的是感動及溫馨。。。。。
它的每一字每一詞都很有意思。
朋友原來就是那麼一回事。
十九年的人生
千千萬萬個人出現在我生命中
有的是無所不談的 好友
有的是不曾想見的網友
有的是一年只能碰上一次面的朋友
有的是令我動心的朋友
有的是友誼以上但戀人未滿的朋友。。。。。。。。

朋友這兩個字
又給了你什麼樣的想法呢?

Scorpio and Love

SCORPIO AND ARIES (March 21 - April 20)
Since there is no room for two heads in one family, this combination is not an ideal match. Sexually, Aries is more imaginative and willing to experiment, but Scorpio's smoldering desires prove a fair match. Trouble looms in other areas though. Both are selfish and both want to make the decisions. There is a basic clash of wills because Aries wants to dominate and Scorpio wants to control. Scorpio's secretive and brooding nature frustrates open, impulsive Aries. Scorpio has certain ideals which his/her mate is expected to live up to and any failure on the part of Aries to live up to these ideals will cause Scorpio to push him or her right out of the scorpio mind and heart. Sexually, Scorpios jealous nature results in being over demanding with total possession expected. Aries, a dominate, (and dominating), fire sign, is not about to sit still for being dominated. Temperamental differences undermine the sexual rapport. In business these two would not make for an ideal partnership unless one lived in a foreign country! The fire sign of Aries would never let it's child be satisfied with a half hearted effort and the water sign of Scorpio would be constantly putting out Aries' fiery enthusiasm.

SCORPIO AND TAURUS (April 21 - May 20)
This combination mutually admires each other. Taurus has the stamina and the desire to satisfy Scorpio in the bedroom. But what will this passionate pair do with the other 231/2 hours in the day? Both of these signs can be extremely stubborn, opionated and set in their ways. These types of nature can reflect back on their relationship making even minor issues a cause for all out war and the more serious conflicts will become absolutely intolerable. With all their conflicts financial problems are not likely to be one of them as they both take a serious approach to the finances. The difference between these two is that Taurus wants to own a lover, like a valuable object, and Scorpio tries to possess in an emotional sense. Though they share an affinity for finances, Scorpio is thrifty and spurns laziness whereas Taurus likes to spend on creature comforts. Scorpio is willful, Taurus is obstinate, and both want to be the captain of what may turn out to be a sinking ship. Their sex life will be erratic at best, but, though both have active sexual appetites the times when their desires coincide could be far too few to be satisfying in a long term relationship. In business this duo can make a very good partnership as the emotional sign, Scorpio, of the emotional group is a good designer and planner while Taurus, of the earth sign in the practical, or mechanical group will be just the 'mechanic' to keep it running.

SCORPIO AND GEMINI (May 21 - June 20)
Here Gemini has found a mate that can surpass the Gemini urge for action. Scorpio is drawn to Gemini's vivacity, and Scorpio's complex personality fascinates curious Gemini. For a time Gemini is also intrigued by Scorpio's unceasing sexual demands. But Gemini is too changeable and inconstant for intense Scorpio, who needs and demands total commitment. Restless Gemini has a strong penchant for independence, while Scorpio wants to dominate and possess. Scorpio is basically a loner; Gemini likes to glitter in social settings. The sexual relationship of this couple is about as shaky as the regular, marital one since most bedroom activities are shaded by the foregoing events of the day and is unlikely to be one that will bring much happiness or satisfaction to either of them. This is definitely not a recommended relationship.Love conquers all. Then again, too much, stifles some. In business; it would seem that Gemini and Scorpio have such a hard time in a one on one relationship that a business partnership is not likely to be any better as the constant bickering and jealousies will effectively kill the business. These two inner personalities do not mix even though their groupings would seem to suggest the opposite.

SCORPIO AND CANCER (June 21 - July 22)
Masterful Scorpio should make a good mate for quiet spoken cancer. Cancer is the passive partner, but there's plenty of combustible material to catch fire from Scorpio's abundant passions. The heat in the bedroom will help cool off disputes that can arise between two jealous people. Scorpio offers strength and protectiveness, which is just what clinging, insecure Cancer is looking for. In turn, Cancer is affectionate, generous, loving, and devoted-all that Scorpio wants. Cancer can be possessed completely by Scorpio in sexual relations, and be inspired to greater response than he/she can with any other sign. Cancer is able to express her/himself more with Scorpio, thus widening Cancers horizons of passion. These two get along together like bread and jam. In business these two would make good partners as in this case the two water signs in the emotional, ideas, grouping will be able to work well together, as they can be friends as well as partners. They also possess a mutual respect for each others ideas and plans. Cancer in particular will want to succeed and achieve some measure of fame or fortune, and this, coupled with the strength of the eagle and the scorpion backing the financial moves, would seem like a winning combination.

SCORPIO AND LEO (July 23 - August 22)
Two shinning personalities join together. There's immediate sexual fascination with each other. But Leo finds it hard to cope with Scorpio's jealousy and possessiveness. Intense, smoldering Scorpio is on a too short fuse, while Leo is much more buoyant. Leo thinks Scorpio difficult and temperamental; Scorpio considers Leo pretentious and a show-off. Scorpios sexual appetites could be overactive which could make up to Leo for a lot of other things. Sexual relations are also an area where Leo will give into Scorpios wishes and, when it is noticed that Scorpio has a reluctance to give into Leo, Leo will feel hurt and rejected. This is a storm tossed relationship best left unboarded. As a business partnership this fire and water combination will not last beyond the ink drying on the paper as these two would be forever at odds over one thing or the other. The two personalities are much to widely varied for them to make this a good workable proposition.

SCORPIO AND VIRGO (August 23 - September 22)
Both of these signs are born critics and are ready, willing and able to air their grievances against each other at a moments notice, although neither feels very good when they are the subject of the others criticisms. Sensual Scorpio keeps trying to entice Virgo into ever bolder sexual adventures. But Virgo is pleased because Scorpio is also possessive and fiercely loyal, which makes Virgo feel loved and protected. They also admire each other's minds. Virgo is logical, intellectual, analytical. Scorpio is imaginative, visionary, perceptive. Each sometimes has trouble expressing real feelings: Scorpio is volatile but secretive; Virgo is self-restrained and reserved. There may be some conflict about who runs things, but Virgo's willingness to compromise keeps Scorpio tractable. Scorpio could be over demanding in the bedroom due in part to his/her insecurities and a need of reassurance in the relationship. Sex seems to be the only form of relief in this match for this personality as he/she is not good at self expression. Virgo is basically a cool person and this overabundance of ardor would not be handled well. In business these two signs could very well make good partners as long it is kept strictly business, as they are not likely to even become friends. They each can bring much to a business. The mutable Earth sign with the ability to keep the business mechanics running smoothly, problem solving through logical thinking along with a genuine empathy for others, and the fixed water sign of the mental group would be excellent in the planning and negotiating operations. Giving that they respect each others handling of finances, this could work out well for them.

SCORPIO AND LIBRA(September 23 - October 22)
At first, Scorpio's intensity in love flatters Libra, who is always looking for any new form of attention. But Scorpio is also touchy, moody, and quick to lash out in anger, which is just the kind of person Libra cannot bear. Possessive Scorpio tries to control a lover, but Libra has a need for diversion and won't stay in Scorpio's net. While both are well endowed with a healthy sexual appetite Scorpio is all passion and slightly animalistic in his/her approach to satisfaction, but Libra requires mental stimulation and a lot of excitement if one partner is to satisfy for very long. Libras needs are triggered by the frame of mind and it will be up to Scorpio to provide this stimulus in the form of books, films, etc. and use it accordingly. As far as a business partnership goes, these two would best be situated miles apart and both be silent. In other words there are entirely to many conflicts in personality traits for this to work as a business partnership.

SCORPIO AND SCORPIO (October 23 - November 22)
Where is a combination that is confusing in its outcome. Plenty of sexual attraction here but the emotional temperature can't keep rising forever. These two people who are so much alike understand each other very little. They are highly jealous and demanding. They are so intense that every little storm quickly becomes a hurricane. Both are sulky, brooding, possessive. Both are in a continual struggle to force the other to relinquish control.Their passions are shared and the fires of desire burns brightly and this is possibly what will keep their relationship on a sane level. While understanding each other quite well they will continue to fight for what one hates in the other is the same aspect of his/herself that he/she is really fighting. This is about as intense a combination as you will ever find. It works well with common goals and objectives but when the fire is lit you best keep an eye on it because it may get out of control. In business; Both partners being a fixed sign and not inclined to give an inch once his mind is made up would not seem the stuff that good business partnerships are made of. On the plus side they are good money managers and would no doubt be a good partner with a more compatible sign.

SCORPIO AND SAGITTARIUS (November 23 - December 20)
Scorpio is dominant by nature, but Scorpio will have trouble keeping their Sagittarian partner under control. Sagittarius thinks the accent should be on fun and new adventure; Scorpio wants security and constant loving. Sagittarius is open, talkative, casual about relationships; Scorpio is reticent, secretive, and very jealous in love. Scorpio wants Sagittarius at home, Sagittarius wants to roam. If Sagittarius gets the impression that he/she is thought of as the exclusive sexual property of Scorpios, and it would be unwise for Scorpio to act as if this is so, that is when he/she begins to kick over the traces and will go bed-hopping. In business; This would also be an unwise business partnership for much the same reasons as outlined above. Sagittarius will be much too busy searching out the excitement in the business and will work at it willingly, unless it becomes a hum drum affair at which time he is likely to lose interest in the whole thing. Scorpio is not as adept at dealing with the public for he is apt to sting those who can help and cultivate those that can harm the business.

SCORPIO AND CAPRICORN (December 21 - January 19)
This is a very hard combination to analyze. All of Scorpio's powerful passions find a welcome here. Scorpio's volatile emotions tend to open up brooding, inner directed Capricorn, and the zesty goings-on add savor to a warm emotional relationship. Capricorn even likes Scorpio's jealousy-for that makes Capricorn feel secure. These two share a sense of purpose: they are ambitious, determined, serious about responsibility-and as a team have good auguries for financial success. On the other hand, They can reach an agreement on a stable homelife and financial matters but little else as the personalties here are too widely diverse to support a long term relationship. Should Scorpio try to force his/her personal views on Capricorn or try any of the other controlling ploys Capricorn will soon see through his/her efforts at manipulation and will become very angry. A nice quiet life will not likely be achieved with these two. Sexually, Scorpio is the more active sign and may feel that Capricorn is not being true when Capricorn persists in bringing his/her work to bed or begs off with a headache. In business these two signs can make for a good partnership as each have much to offer the business. Capricorn and Scorpio will find it easy to agree on the financial aspects of the business and Capricorn will work hard as this is the life blood to him. These two are also apt to become good friends in the process. The higher type scorpio will also contribute much and is willing to let Capricorn do the head work while he does the leg work.

SCORPIO AND AQUARIUS (January 20 - February 19)
This combination usually ends up getting into unpleasant terms after a little time. Scorpio makes heavy emotional demands, but to Aquarius even a love affair is simply another way to broaden its horizons. Scorpio can't tolerate Aquarius's independence within a relationship or understand Aquarius's casual air toward love. Aquarius is altogether too impersonal and has too many outside interests to suit possessive, jealous Scorpio. The sex drive of Scorpio is so much stronger than that of Aquarius and the demands are many. If these demands are not met, as well they won't be, there will be many times scorpio will feel unloved and neglected. Aquarius, on the other hand, is so busy thinking about other people and their problems that he/she may completely miss the trouble brewing at home. Scorpio will try to dominate and will be upset by Aquarius's unpredictable moods and love for freedom. Scorpio wants to stay at home; Aquarius wants to be free to go. And so on-to the finish. In other words without some extremely mature attitude adjustment it will be difficult to rectify the inherent differences in each other's nature. In business; In the impersonal atmosphere of a business partnership this could probably work out for these two signs, each will want to get ahead and Scorpio makes a good money manager. Both will offer much to the business, and a possible success would be theirs. It will take the higher type of Scorpio to achieve this so no loss of respect occurs by haveing Aquarius witness too many outbursts of temper and impatience.

SCORPIO AND PISCES (February 20-March 20)
This may be a love at first sight combination. Scorpio's strength is a perfect bulwark for Pisces' indecisiveness. In turn, Pisces' imagination sparks Scorpio's creativity. Pisces is able to give Scorpio the devotion and admiration it craves, and their mutual fascination with lovemaking provides a fine romantic aura. Pisces' flair for the bizarre adds spice to Scorpio's desires, and the intense emotional needs of both signs neatly complement each other. Pisces' intuitive awareness and Scorpio's depth of feeling unite in a special closeness. Emotions are allowed to be dramatized and used in the bedroom to heighten sexual pleasure. The loving attention that Pisces shows Scorpio is likely to calm the Scorpions jealous nature and make for a happier relationship than most. This kind of mating lasts. In business Pisces and Scorpio would make a good partnership as Positive Scorpio, can keep the mechanics of running the business well in hand, Pisces, can put forth many good ideas and ad campaigns that would put the product over.

Scorpio - Symbol of The Scorpion

As the eighth sign of the zodiac, Scorpio represents the eighth stage in the evolution of man and his place in the universe. This stage is concerned with an emotional development that goes beyond Cancerian concern with home and family. Scorpio's emotional involvement is not based on love or pleasure, but on the control and understanding of human emotions and the role they play in the mysterious process of life and death. Though all Scorpios do not spend their lives pondering the mysteries of life and death, most of them are inquisitive, probing individuals. They are fascinated with how things work, especially people. Their mental and physical powers of recuperation are remarkable, and truly evolved Scorpios can learn to use their power to help and inspire others.

Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them.

In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them will recognize the watchfulness that is part of their character. They need great self-discipline, because they are able to recognize the qualities in themselves that make them different from other humans, and to know their utterly conventional natures can be used for great good, or great evil. Their tenacity and willpower are immense, their depth of character and passionate conviction overwhelming, yet they are deeply sensitive and easily moved by their emotions. Their sensitivity, together with a propensity for extreme likes and dislikes make them easily hurt, quick to detect insult or injury to themselves (often when none is intended) and easily aroused to ferocious anger. This may express itself in such destructive speech or action that they make lifelong enemies by their outspokenness, for they find it difficult not to be overly critical of anything or anyone to whom they take a dislike.

Modern astrologers assign Pluto, planet of intensity and depth, as the ruler of Scorpio. Ancient astrologers (unaware of Pluto's existence) assigned Mars, planet of fire and energy, as the ruler of Scorpio. Both of these planets can be seen to influence the nature of those born in Scorpio. The focus and concentration of their expressions and personality makes them appear magnetic and powerful. The fiery energy of Mars that is exhibited when they are enthusiastic attracts and inspire others. Their intensity can be overwhelming but also subtle. Their considerable energy is not aroused or employed just to have something to do as is often the case with Aries, the other Mars-ruled personality. Unlike Aries, Scorpio is not openly combative unless it becomes necessary. Their privacy is tightly protected, and others get to know them only up to a certain point. They may not show any sign of inner struggle but when they are after something or someone their determination is fierce. Should they not be favored in the outcome, they are not willing or gracious losers. They are not arrogant and, in fact, are quite interested in others and what others have to say. However they often exhibit a self-sufficiency that implies there isn't much they don't already know.

Being so gifted, they can find fulfillment in many employments. Their inner intensity can result in the ice-cold self-control and detachment of the surgeon, the concentration of the research scientist, and the heroism of the soldier. Any profession in which analysis, investigation, research, dealing with practicalities, and the solving of mysteries are relevant, can appeal to them. So police and detective work, espionage and counterespionage, the law, physics or psychology may attract them, and they can become masters of the written and spoken word. They may be most persuasive orators and find fulfillment as diplomats or preachers and, if they make the Church their profession, their inner intensity can express itself in the spiritual fervor of the mystic or the thaumaturgy.

Scorpio individuals are enigmatic, strong-willed, and passionate. People born under this sign are considered to be dynamic and extreme in their opinions. Scorpios need a positive avenue of expression in career, love, and creative achievement or their feelings turn inward, imprisoned, and at times even destructive. The positive aspect of Scorpio is their unswerving dedication once their emotions are engaged. The Scorpio energy, drive, and endurance are legend. Above all, the Scorpio seeks to give life a meaningful pattern, to find a deeper purpose. Controversially, Scorpios are ruthless enemies, they never forgive an injury and will wait years to get even. Scorpio is a fierce competitor, though often they manage to conceal this from others. Scorpios file away pieces of information, facts, names and don't hesitate to use what they know if the occasion arises. Astrologers forget to emphasize how loving, generous, kind, loyal, even the gentle quality of a Scorpio. A Scorpio never forgets a kind gesture and tries to repay it handsomely.

The Scorpio lover, the nature of this sign is more complicated. The typical Scorpio is interested in marriage and long-term commitment. To Scorpio, love is an intensely passionate and enduring emotion that may be directed at one person only. Love is central to the life of typical Scorpios and inspires many of their ambitions and actions. It is true those Scorpio men and women have strong sexual appetites and require a deep physical attraction towards their lover. Suspicious and wary, Scorpios are reluctant to trust their heart to anyone. But once they do, they love deeply. With a Scorpio, it is usually all or nothing at all. Scorpios are passionate in love, and passionate about everything in which they become involve.

The Scorpio friend, as a rule only has a few friends and expects loyalty from them. Scorpio is not a natural socializer, but will keep close friends for many years. Scorpios are loners who look to themselves to solve problems. It is often said that a Scorpio wants to know everyone's secret but never willingly divulges his or her own. Scorpio natives have a great wisdom and are often sought as life guides.

Scorpio colors are red, black, midnight blue, and emerald green. Vulnerable parts of the body are the reproductive organs and excretory system. Headaches, infections, and fevers are Scorpio complaints. Topaz is Scorpio's birthstone. The Roman naturalist, Pliny the Elder, traced the name to the Island of Topazos which, in Greek means "to guess. " This meaning is a fair description of the inquisitive, mystery-loving nature of Scorpio. Topaz, one of the hardest minerals, cannot be cut with a knife. It is yet another representation of the impenetrable Scorpio nature. Scorpio flowers include the anemone, heather, and gardenia.

Horoscope Compatibility

Horoscope Compatibility for Aquarius
Perfect Partners: Gemini, Libra
Nearly Perfect Partners: Aries, Sagittarius
Not Your Destiny: Taurus, Scorpio

Horoscope Compatibility for Pisces
Perfect Partners: Cancer, Scorpio
Nearly Perfect Partners: Taurus, Capricorn
Not Your Destiny: Gemini, Sagittarius

Horoscope Compatibility for Aries
Perfect Partners: Leo, Sagittarius
Nearly Perfect Partners: Gemini, Aquarius
Not Your Destiny: Cancer, Capricorn

Horoscope Compatibility for Taurus
Perfect Partners: Virgo, Capricorn
Nearly Perfect Partners: Cancer, Pisces
Not Your Destiny: Leo, Aquarius

Horoscope Compatibility for Gemini
Perfect Partners: Libra, Aquarius
Nearly Perfect Partners: Aries, Leo
Not Your Destiny: Virgo, Pisces

Horoscope Compatibility for Cancer
Perfect Partners: Scorpio, Pisces
Nearly Perfect Partners: Taurus, Virgo
Not Your Destiny: Aries, Libra

Horoscope Compatibility for Leo
Perfect Partners: Aries, Sagittarius
Nearly Perfect Partners: Gemini, Libra
Not Your Destiny: Scorpio, Taurus

Horoscope Compatibility for Virgo
Perfect Partners: Taurus, Capricorn
Nearly Perfect Partners: Cancer, Scorpio
Not Your Destiny: Gemini, Sagittarius

Horoscope Compatibility for Libra
Perfect Partners: Gemini, Aquarius
Nearly Perfect Partners: Leo, Sagittarius
Not Your Destiny: Cancer, Capricorn

Horoscope Compatibility for Scorpio
Perfect Partners: Cancer, Pisces
Nearly Perfect Partners: Virgo, Capricorn
Not Your Destiny: Leo, Aquarius

Horoscope Compatibility for Sagittarius
Perfect Partners: Aries, Leo
Nearly Perfect Partners: Libra, Aquarius
Not Your Destiny: Virgo, Pisces

Horoscope Compatibility for Capricorn
Perfect Partners: Taurus, Virgo
Nearly Perfect Partners: Scorpio, Pisces
Not Your Destiny: Aries, Libra

Scorpio Horoscope

If you've ever met someone that you found irresistible from the moment you met, it was probably a person born with the Scorpio horoscope. They are fascinating and have an air of mystery about them. Although, what you see on the surface is only what they want you to see. They may appear direct and just a bit forceful, but underneath they are vulnerable and sensitive. Scorpios take love very seriously and are searching for admiration from a partner.

Getting a date with a Scorpio is easier than forming a long term relationship with them. You will probably have no trouble seducing them, however if you're looking for an extended relationship, that's a little harder. Although Scorpios can appear, at times, to be a loner, it's a deception that guards them against being hurt as they tend to wound easily. Once they commit to a long term relationship, a Scorpio will be a faithful mate providing both financial security and dependability.

Plan a day at the beach, a social affair, or do something recreational as they enjoy places where they can associate with other people. Scorpios appreciate being listened to and want to know that they have your complete undivided attention. Although it's hard to get into an argument with someone born under this sign, if you become insistent and disrespectful toward them, it will happen. Scorpios also hate to be dominated along with being taken for granted.

Keep in mind that a Scorpio can be extremely jealous and protective of the person they choose to spend their life with. They seek someone generous, loving and affectionate that will provide them with the feeling of security. In turn they will provide plenty of passion, affection, and complete devotion in the relationship. People under the Scorpio horoscope will always take your feelings into consideration and have a great deal of energy when it comes to passion.
http://www.lovefatedestiny.com/Scorpio.htm

Symbol: The Scorpion
Colors: Dark Reds and Violets (colors of passion and vengeance)
Element: Water
Quality: Fixed
Polarity: Feminine
Planet: Pluto, named after the Roman God of Death and the Underworld (Scorpio's planet was Mars before Pluto was discovered in 1933)
Numbers: 8, 9, and 11
House: 8th House
Tarot Card: Death
Day of the Week: Tuesday, named after Tiws, Norse God of War
Gemstone: Opal
Metal: Steel, Iron
Flowers: Geranium, Rhododendron
Trees: Blackthorn and thick, bushy trees
Animals: Crustaceans, most insects, Eagles
Countries: Morocco, Norway, The Transvaal, Algeria
Characteristics: Extremely intense, corrosive, passionate, piercing, penetrating, prone to jealousy and hatred, scrutinizing, strong convictions, subtle, secretive, manipulative, magnetic, dislike of the superficial, concentration, rigid, uncompromising, suspicious, dominant, sarcastic, possessive, vengeful, forceful, easily hurt. Just like the scorpion, they'd carry poison with them everywhere. They will fiercely defend themselves against any predator and would rather sting themselves to death than die by the hands of a mortal enemy.
Personal Notes: I have an awful lot of this sign in me and those of you that know me will recognize what I mean. This is the Vegeta in me. All the jealousy, the hatred, the deep resounding passion of the world rests in this sign. Its power is amazing but unlike the forceful, directed power of Aries or the willpower of Capricorn, Scorpio's power is in its terrible, wonderful, terrifying, beautiful power of emotion. Scorpios feel deeper than anyone else in the zodiac. Hell hath no fury like a Scorpio's scorn I like to say. When they love, they LOVE, when they hate, they HATE! They are also very protective of themselves and those they care for, in fact, sometimes viciously protective. This often makes them secretive. They keep all their secrets hidden away in the deepest darkest corner of their self-made cage and bottle up those incredible emotions of theirs until they explode (and I mean explode!). One of my Scorpio signs is in Venus, the Planet of Love and therefore guides and guards my love and family life...and I don't think I have to tell you there is nothing closer to Hell on earth than when the most violently emotional sign in the Zodiac guards your love life!! However, when Uranus, planet of Sex and Chaos, is ALSO in Scorpio, as is mine...that's a totally different story. Venus and Uranus together in Scorpio are one hell of a kinky little pair and make their owners the best lovers on the planet!.....oh Goddess, why the hell am I telling you horny men, who are already after me, this! Great...now I've done it....>;)
How many Scorpios does it take to change a light bulb?: That information is strictly secret and shared only with the Enlightened Ones in the Star Chamber of the Ancient Hierarchical Order.

http://callistazm.tripod.com/astrofiles/signs.html#Scorpio

Scorpio : October 24th through November 22nd

Scorpio is the most sexual sign of the zodiac. Their sexuality is only matched by the mysterious intensity that surrounds them. Like other water signs Scorpio is very sensitive and like all water signs they shy away from the vulnerable side of themselves.

Your Natural Partners are Virgo and Capricorn.

Virgo ( August 24th through September 23rd )

Virgo can be seen a cool and aloof initially this is not at all the case. People born in this sign are extremely shy and very sensitive.
Virgo is a quick minded person who is attracted by intelligence. They are avid debaters and make excellent conversation. Virgo seeks a warm and considerate partner with whom they can share a lifetime of experiences. They are not found of living alone or being left alone in a life built for two. Virgos enjoy the limelight on occasion and are usually comfortable in social situations however, they are never quite as open as they are in a one to one situation.
Virgos interests are vary from baseball to Zen and with proper support make excellent family business partners. Their enjoyment of nature and the outdoors can be therapeutic meditation for their busy mind as well as an opportunity exercise their more earthy side.

Capricorn ( December 22nd through January 20th )

A Capricorn is an intense and passionate person. Although very adept in the world of business, in matters of the heart they are vulnerable to the point of destruction.
The romantic attitude of these extremely caring individuals is that "love is everything". Once a Capricorn has made up it's mind that "this is it", this may be all there is. They will become immersed, their need for a total love is very great. They are practical in their initial selection process but once the choice has been made they pull out all the stops.
Capricorns enjoy beauty and refinement, a warm romantic fire and fine wine is truly to their taste as a rule. They are very passionate about their life, art, music and loves. Although not mentioned enough Capricorns are very loyal mates and can be spiritually influenced. They are excellent when it comes to organization and make a resourceful asset in any relationship.

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Sigh

Sigh...2.31am is the time now... I'm very tired but my mind is still clear enough and make me can't sleep... All of the words he said that day keep appearing in my mind... I'm so confused !!! what should I do!!!! Help!!!!!!!! I was so sad that night... I cried.... :-(( I know that crying is not the remedy to cure the sickness, but I really dunno what can I do.....

One week was past, my mood is still the same...very down...upset...I tried to spend my time on sleeping, watching tv, shopping and etc.... not allowed me to be free.... I'm still ok in the day, but KO in the night... I can't stop thinking of that.... it's a nightmare!!!!! What should I do!!! I'm blurr!!! Who can help me??!! ( none ... I know, the one who can save me is myself ) I think it's the time for me to face the reality, the truth..... I should encounter it....or else, wat can I do??!! But, can I accept it??!! Maybe.... Anyway, I'll try my best to face it....
Wei and ni, thanx u all so much..... thanx 4 being my listener........thanks a lot.........

男孩与女孩

茫茫人海中，男孩与女孩因为有缘而相识、相知及相爱。。。
但人生就好像冥冥中早有安排，
男孩与女孩因为相爱而逼不得以分开了。。。

痴戀～
世界上最遙遠的距離
不是我就站在你面前　
你卻不知道我愛你
而是明明知道彼此相愛　
卻不能在一起

男孩向女孩提出分手，
女孩也接受了这事实。
女孩早已知道他俩有分手的一天，
但这天也来得太早了吧。。。
女孩没想到这天来得如此的突然！！！

不久前，男孩告诉女孩他即将到国外深造的消息，
女孩也因此感到万分的矛盾及沮丧，
但她仍坚强地持续他俩的感情，
只为了让他俩的回忆更完美。。。

女孩很清楚的明白男孩的苦衷，
男孩如此的决定是为了彼此的好。
虽然女孩很不服气，
但一想起男孩所作的一切，
女孩也无法不接受那事实。。。

男孩的决定是为了彼此将来的好，
既然这结局是改变不了的，
那倒不如早点接受它。。。
短痛总比长痛来的好吧！！！

经过这一次的打击及挫折，
女孩的心灵又再一次受伤了。。。
但这还不致于太严重。。。
因为女孩在前一次的错误中吸取了不少经验，
而使她对爱情不抱着太大的希望。。。。。

对女孩而言，
爱情很神秘，
它令人开心及甜蜜到达忘了自我的地步，
它令人伤心难过到喘不过气来。。。
它像个天堂
它也像个地狱。。。

在爱情过度里，
没有谁对谁错的道理
男孩与女孩的结局已成了事实，
勇于面对事实才是最好的解决方式。。。

给你的一封信

我思念的你:

30.11.03 , 大约19个月前......
这一天, 我的心碎了......
也许如今的你已忘了过去所发生的事......
但, 这一切对我而言仍是新鲜的......
所有的过去, 仍牢牢地烙印在我脑海中......

当天鼓起勇气做了那决定,
你也给了我很明确的回应......
得到了你的回应后,
我的心碎了、我要对你死心、我要放弃我对你的爱......

我以为时间可以冲淡一切我对你的爱,
我以为停止思念你就会把你忘记,
可是, 事实并不是如此!
我对你的爱不曾因时间的流逝而改变......

虽然很清楚地明白你我是不可能的,
但偶尔还是会等待奇迹出现的一天,
越想忘了你, 越是忘不了你......

夜深人静时,
脑海中出现的是你.
开心快乐时,
想要与你一起分享.
伤心难过时,
脑海中出现的就是你拒绝我的那夜晚.
无所事事时,
脑海中出现的都是我和你的过去,
有伤心也有快乐的时光......

这19个月,
你反反复复地出现在我梦中,
梦里的我们很幸福、很快乐、很甜蜜
那一切都是我梦寐以求的事啊！
一觉醒来, 我又回到现实的生活了,
倘偌时间能永远停留在梦里,
那是多么美好的事啊！

前几天, 当我听见你的声音时,
我的心跳加快了,
我即紧张又兴奋,
这种感觉消失了很久......
最后一次时, 应该是在遇见你的那天吧！
每次遇见你、
听见你的声音、听见你的名字或消息
这种感觉一定会从内心深处发出......
这样的心跳、
这样的感觉、
更加确定了我的心情......
没想到事隔了那么久,
我对你的感觉还是那么敏感,
也许你已经深深地住在我心中,
永远套牢着在那儿......

我希望你对我好,
但又担心我会更爱你.
我不希望你不理我,
因为我希望你我仍是好友.

经过了19个岁月,
我的思想也渐渐成熟了.
我很清楚地知道我们的不可能,
电视爱情剧美好的结局也不可能发生,
我唯有衷心地祝福你！！！
而我也不会为了一颗大树而放弃整座森林,
但我却会把所有对你的思念及在乎,
化成文字作为将来年老后的记忆......
当然, 我也希望你将会在某天打开这网页,
用心仔细地明白我所有的心情......

思念你的我

始终如一？

刚才，我接到了他的来电。。。
当我听到那熟悉的声音时，
我的心跳变得不正常了。。。
心跳在那瞬间跳得好快好快

我自问：“我怎么了啊？”

我好久没有这种即开心又紧张的心跳了
直到听到他的声音。。。
我也有一段时间没和他联络了
虽然如此，我并不觉得咱们很生疏。。。
想了想后，我发觉其实我们的关系并不像我所想像的那样差
虽然彼此作不了情人，
但仍是朋友啊！！！

经过今天的事后，
我发觉
他对我而言还是很重要
他在我心目中的地位不曾改变
也许他就是那位我永远不可能忘记的朋友吧
也许他就是那位我永远都会在乎的人吧。。

头发

我又换了新发型。。。。。
这一次，我做了电子烫( digital perm)
家人及朋友看了我的新发型后，
都给了他们的意见。。。
有批评的，也有赞扬的。。。
有的说不适合我这种年纪，
有的说有点成熟啦。。。

不过，我绝对不会理会他人如何看我，
只要我喜欢就好啦。。。
薇，谢谢你的鼓励噢！！！

几年前，我把参差不齐及卷卷的乌发烫成了直发
没想到几年后的现在，我既然花钱把头发烫成卷发。。。
哈哈，想到这我都觉得好笑....

以前，我非常重视我的头发
小学毕业后便开始留长发
喜欢长发的我绝对不会随意让理发师修剪我的头发
因此，一年内我只剪了一次头发

某年，我既然为了他所说的话
不顾一切剪了一头短发
40多公分的长发便在一夜间
成了20多公分的短发
我真的很后悔作下那一次的决定

就这样，我开始不疼惜我的头发了。。。
我把头发烫成直发。。。
我染头发。。。
我常把头发当成发泄的工具。。

了解我的朋友应该都明白我这个怪个性吧！
只要遇到了挫折及失败，
我就会换个新发型。。。

但这一次，我的想法不同了。。。
我不再那么情绪化了
我不会再把头发当成发泄的道具
这一次，我只想改变自己。。。

现在，回想以往所做的一切
我觉得自己好傻好笨噢！
头发剪了，它也会再成长啊！
虽然是可惜了一点，
但换来的却是一个更新鲜的发型啊!

生命中的过客

没想到时间过得那样快，
转眼之间，如今已来到05年的六月了。。。
半年就这样过去了。。。
这半年里，我是怎么过的呢？
现在回想起。。。
对了。。。都是在准备考试，
一个人独自地在宿舍楼渡过。。。
一到了周末，便驾着 ‘ 老爷车 ’ 回到最熟悉的地方去。。。
应该是这样吧。。。

一眨眼地，我已搬出了那间充满霉味的房间
回到了家中温馨的卧室。。。
第一天踏入宿舍楼那间房时，
我被吓呆了！！！
那简直不是人住的嘛。。。
心中除了埋怨还是埋怨。。。

在那儿，
我好寂寞
我很孤独
我不快乐
我很害怕
我很纳闷
我不能入睡
我失去安全感。。。
但这一切又有谁能体会呢？
只有住宿在那儿的人才能了解吧。。。

如果不是因为距离，
我也不会选择暂住在那儿。。。
就这样，
本人在那儿渡过了18个月
开始了独立的生活。。。

在那里渡过了不少日子，
但却没有值得留恋的东西。。。
朋友？左邻右舍？
宿舍楼的东西？
没有一样是值得我怀念的。。。
是我太无情了吗？

这18个月里所经历的事情将成为历史
这18个月里所遇见的人将成为。。。
我生命中的过客。。。

因為他

因為他，我有了暗恋的感觉
因為他，我尝试了明恋的滋味
因為他，我学会了关心及在乎
因为他，我学会了忌妒
因為他，我更勇敢
因為他，我的心住了一个人
因為他，我的日记本不曾缺少他
因為他，我付出了真挚的感情
因為他，我的生活更有意义、更充实
因為他，我尝到了爱情的甜蜜
因為他，我发现爱情的魔力

因為他，我流下了数不尽的泪水
因為他，我尝到了被拒绝的痛苦
因為他，我失去了一位朋友
因為他，我的人生改变了
因為他，我不敢再去爱人
因為他，我对爱情失去了信心

他的一言一语，
成了我日记本不可却少的东西
他的微笑，
化解了我所有的烦恼
他的一举一动，
不曾离开我的视线

他的出现，
改变了我的想法、生活
他让我成长了不少。。。

没有了他，
今天的我也许不是现在的我。。。
虽然我们不再是当初的我们
虽然我们变得陌生了
他仍是我心中最在乎的人
无论如何，
我都得向他说声
"谢谢你 ”

一路顺风

那一天知道你要走
我們一句話也沒有說
當午夜的鐘聲敲痛離別的心門
卻打不開我深深的沈默

那一天送你送到最後 我們一句話也沒有留
當擁擠的月台擠痛送別的人們
卻擠不掉我深深的離愁

我知道你有千言你有萬語 卻不肯說出口
你知道我好擔心我好難過 卻不敢說出口

當你背上行囊 卸下那份榮耀
我只能讓眼淚留在心底
面帶著微微笑 用力的揮揮手
祝你一路順風

當你踏上月台 從此一個人走
我只能深深的祝福你
深深的祝福你 最親愛的朋友
祝你一路順風

i would like to dedicate this song to my friends
who are going to overseas...
all the best & remember me always!!!
i'll miss u all....
keep in touch!!!

开始到现在

几个月前，我和他的故事开始了
几个月后，我得知他即将离去的消息
那我的下一步该是什么呢？
也许我该好好珍惜与他一起的每一分每一秒吧！
无论未来是如何，
珍惜现在所拥有的才是最美好的吧。。。

别忘了，
只在乎曾经拥有
不在乎天长地久

是本人的座右铭啊！！！

无论如何 我都该感谢他
认识他是我的光荣
谢谢一路上有他的支持、陪伴、鼓励、呵护 。。。

不管你在将来的路上遇到什么困难，
请别忘了在远方的我
我仍会默默地在远方为你祈祷
祝福你！！！

梦

这几年以来，
梦里出现的人除了他还是他
这也许是我平时太爱发白日梦而造成的吧。。。

在梦里的我和他是多么的甜蜜、快乐。。。
当我发现这些甜蜜及温馨的事务
我才发觉那是个梦。。。

为何现实生活中的我们
却是因熟悉而变得陌生？
如果可以永远停留在梦里
那是多么美好的事啊。。。

现实就是如此的残酷，
我们都得接受这现实的生活。。。
而不是停留在不实际的梦中。。。

愛情城堡

愛上你了
習慣有你了
依偎在你身旁 又是幸福的一天
你抱的我越緊 我越害怕失去你
身邊有好多失戀情侶 也曾經這麼靠近
愛情城堡裡面 誰的魔力最深
有誰可以愛著誰永遠不變
愛情城堡裡面 哪個王子最真
你會不會愛上別人
月亮睡了
星星笑開了
我一個人祈禱 你對我說過的話
通通變成心跳 永遠不會消失掉
無論遇到什麼困難 不會怕 只要有你在
愛情城堡裡面 誰的魔力最深
有誰可以愛著誰永遠不變
愛情城堡裡面 哪個王子最真
你會不會改變
好怕感覺不見oh~baby 好想要停住時間

听了这首歌后，深深地爱上了它的歌词及曲的旋律。。。

伤口

愛過 哭過 笑過 痛過
我流下了数不尽的泪水
失去了第一次愛的人竟然是這種感覺
當我失去你那一秒　
心仿佛停止了跳动
全世界也似乎停了下来
这时的我更加确定
你在我心中的重要

但你的世界似乎一點也沒有因此而改變。。。
一年 五年 十年或是二十年
我相信有一天我能把自己治好
但却不是彻彻底底的复原
因为那道伤口太深了。。。

朋友们，
当还能拥有时好好珍惜吧
爱情如此
友情如此
亲情如此
当失去了。。。流泪又能作什么
不要等到失去了才懂得珍惜。。。。

拒绝

前幾天,一位男性朋友向他喜歡的女生表白了.
她拒絕了他,
他很後悔,
他後悔太遲作這決定.
因為她的拒絕,
他開始擔心他倆的關係.
他擔心他們在這之前的友情就從此畫上休止符…
難道他們會因此而不能回到以往的日子嗎?
他们不能再成为朋友吗？
难道表白后被拒绝的结局都是如此吗？
不是说作不了情人, 还可以作朋友的吗？

回想起两年前的某一天,
我也作下决定，鼓起勇气向我喜欢的人表白.
结果跟我这男性朋友一样，断然地被对方拒绝了.
那天后，我就好像失去了一位朋友.
提出告白失败后的代价就是失去他这位朋友吗?

当初说好将会继续成为朋友并且祝福彼此,
但如今彼此之间的关系并不是这样啊!
彼此变得更陌生更生疏了…

朋友可以发展成情人
从情人可以再次成为朋友吗?

表白后作不成情人, 那为何又作不成朋友呢?

背叛

你曾被背叛吗?
或你曾是个背叛者?
我遇见了两位背叛者...
被背叛的感觉是多么的难受...
当发现自己被背叛时, 即是生气又感到惊奇
为何在我心中最要好的朋友竟然成为了背叛我的人?
为何他们选择当这角色呢?
难道我们之间的友情是如此的不坚固吗?
难道他们非得选择这角色不可吗?
他们所作的一切就像他们所说的那样, 为我好吗?
也许事实正是如此吧！！！
那他们应该被原谅吗?
我也不晓得...
因此, 我作了两个不同的决定
我选择原谅了其中的一位, 但这对他俩都公平吗?
友谊这道路上, 无论你是背叛者或是被背叛,
那段得来不易的友情将会受到极大的威胁及伤害...

''朋友是一生一世的事, 只要犯错, 彼此之间的友情就该画上休止符 ''

还是

''朋友是一生一世的事, 更何况天底下有谁不曾犯错呢? 因此, 那段得来不易的友谊更该延续下去....''

LoVE ParADiSe

You're Always On My Mind
All Day Just All The Time
You're Everything To Me
Brightest Star To Let Me See
You Touch Me In My Dreams
We Kiss In Every Scene
I Pray To Be With YouThrough Rain And Shiny Days
I'll Love You Till I Die
Deep As Sea Wide As Sky
The Beauty Of Our Love
Paints Rainbows Everywhere We Go
Need You All My Life
You're My HopeYou're My Pride
In Your ArmsI Find My Heaven
In Your Eyes
My Sea And Sky
May Life Be Our
Love Paradise