19 July 2005

Sigh

Sigh...2.31am is the time now... I'm very tired but my mind is still clear enough and make me can't sleep... All of the words he said that day keep appearing in my mind... I'm so confused !!! what should I do!!!! Help!!!!!!!! I was so sad that night... I cried.... :-(( I know that crying is not the remedy to cure the sickness, but I really dunno what can I do.....

One week was past, my mood is still the same...very down...upset...I tried to spend my time on sleeping, watching tv, shopping and etc.... not allowed me to be free.... I'm still ok in the day, but KO in the night... I can't stop thinking of that.... it's a nightmare!!!!! What should I do!!! I'm blurr!!! Who can help me??!! ( none ... I know, the one who can save me is myself ) I think it's the time for me to face the reality, the truth..... I should encounter it....or else, wat can I do??!! But, can I accept it??!! Maybe.... Anyway, I'll try my best to face it....
Wei and ni, thanx u all so much..... thanx 4 being my listener........thanks a lot.........


6 comments:

Anonymous said...

sign**my buddy here...listen here:de only 1 who can help u are urself...us only can support u in watever situation but can't help u 2 go through it...so*u must be strong ya...
...take care....

Sky.Live said...

you seems having tons of trouble with you now~~~~ HAIH, WISH YOU ALL THE BEST BAH.`

Sky.Live said...

your poem really ~~~ swt swt
so sad de~~

-yAn- said...

thanx 4 stop here to giv sum comments...i'll try to find out more happpy poem lo.. hehhe...

ai wei said...

yan
be tough
be strong
though might need some times
i know you can make it
times will prove everything
when time pass
everything will be okay
everything will get back to normal
throw away unwanted out of ur mind
throw away the bad memorise
keep only the good
keep only the nice
keep only the sweet
as memories

remember
me n ni always be here to support u
take good care of yourself

let's jia you!

Anonymous said...

i was so shocked to hear about the bad news from u... anyway, i hope tat u can face it with ur strong heart... i know tat's painful n difficult to overcome it, but u must try it n i believe tat u'll success in one day.

Remember, many of ur friends are supporting u... all of us r besides u 4ever...