tougher life

9.10.2006
It's a day before the presentation. I was preparing for the talk the whole night. It's so tiring after the class from 9.30am to 8.30pm but I got no choices...I have to continue my works, last minute work...I was so tension and getting hard to memorise all of the text and main points... I know... I know this is the consequence of last minute work and being lazy.

10.10.2006
It's the presentation day. I cant control myself in a proper situation and I was totally mess up during the presentation. My brain was blank and I think the talk was a nonsense...

11.10.2006
There're four test paper waiting for me next week but I haven't do any revision. I'm worrying about it and also the coming final examination... I'm lacking out of time..(

The coming morning, it's a day I should "reborn" my own. I MUST work hard and don't be lazy anymore as the final examination is coming. I don't want to resit my examination paper, I don't want to fail the paper and see the same lecturer again in the 2nd year.

May god bless us'')