30 March 2007

8th Anniversary

他走了

再也看不到他的身影
再也看不到他的表情
再也看不到他的脸孔
再也看不到他的笑容
再也看不到他的温柔

他真的走了
他真的离开了
他真的离开了我们
他真的真的再也不会出现了
他真的真的离开了我们 到另一个世界去了

突然在这特别的日子 特别地想起了他
转眼间 八年已过去了

回想起
才真正发现原来时间的速度是那么惊人
脑海中的记忆像是上一秒才发生的
但实际上却是隔了那么长的时间

那一年晴天霹雳的消息让我们都不知所措
没想到 原本的喜事竟在一夜间演变成了丧事
没有人会预料到他就这样的离开了我们
他就这样毫无遗言地在中国老家走完了最后的人生

他走了...... 他真的走了......

人的一生难免会有生离死别...... 没有谁是可以永远陪着谁的......

哎呀, 我又怎么了? 怎么会感叹起来了呢?! :(

哎哟, 一定要睡了, 待会儿还要拜拜呢...... ~by 傻婆yan ~

29 March 2007

那晚从他口中知道了那消息
我有点慌及失落
我该相信我所听到的吗?那是真的吗?
我想要向你问个明白,但直今还是开不了口
一个月半已过去了
那晚后,我们也都不曾再见面了

其实,开不了口是因为。。。
是因为害怕自己无法接受不是我所向往的事实

也许,沉默是最好的吧。。。既没有疑问也没有答案。。。

Heard of the news from him that night
I was so shocked and kinda disappointed
Is that true?! Should I believe on what I heard of?
I hope I can make things clear from you but I failed to do it till now
One and the half months has passed
we didn't meet up since that day

I not dare to make it clear as...
as I don't know how to accept the truth if it's not what I wish for...

No question... no answer... just let all of the question meet with silence...



:+: really missed u so much especially in the sleepless night:+:

27 March 2007

Just finished watching the korea drama, Princess Hours last week... dis drama... erm, it's not as great as what I thought at the 1st... it's kinda boring and it's same as most of the drama series, including the complicated love story of four characters.... And finally comes to the happy ending of prince and princess.... but it's worth to watch it too... worth because of the pretty and handsome ya, hahah



:+:Introduction:+:


Based on a comic book series, "Princess Hours"《宫》(我的野蛮王妃) has been the topic of a major media hype since its production started. Not only was the comic book series uncompleted, but many of those who admired the comic book watched eagerly to see how well the TV production would live up to the fame of the original book. It was also the first acting role for Yoon Eun-hye, previously a member of the music group Baby Vox, in her role as the lead character, and this generated much concern over her acting ability. All concerns aside, the TV drama was a huge success, with news of a possible second season following the finale. Fans can’t seem to get enough of it, as scandals between the leading characters Lee Shin and Chae-gyeong continue to make headlines on the media front pages.

Based on an interesting premise that Korea is still ruled by a royal family, the drama portrays a romance between two people of different social standings and backgrounds. Starting with the classical setting of an encounter between the upper and the common classes, Princess Hours has created a unique couple: a 19th century prince and a 21st century commoner. Their relationship starts as part of an arranged marriage but they soon find that they love each other. The drama also depicts how the crown prince overcomes hardships, finds true love, and becomes a respected emperor.

The use of code words to communicate as well as having subtitles, which is unusual in Korean dramas, are production tricks that have appealed to today’s younger generation. Another interesting fact is the 1.5 billion-won studio set was built especially for the production. Famed Korean designers were consulted in the creation of traditional costumes, props, and interior design. Currently at the frontline of neo-Orientalism, Princess Hours’ interior design is becoming the hottest design item in Korea.


:+:Synopsis:+:

Chae-gyeong-played by Yoon Eun-hye is an ordinary art high school student. One day, she hears totally unexpected news that, based on her grandfather’s will, she must marry the unemotional Crown Prince Lee Shin-played by Ju Ji-hun who attends the same high school. Free-spirited Chae-gyeong resists the proposal, but reluctantly marries him to help her debt-ridden family. As she struggles to adapt herself to the proper manners and royal duties of palace life and to her disagreeable husband, Lee Shin’s sentimental cousin and second-in-line to the throne Yul-played by Kim Jeong-hoon steps into her life. She feels like she can rely on Yul to help her, but can’t help worrying about her haughty, cold-hearted husband.

To help bridge this gap, the senior members of the royal family take some special measures to get them to spend the night together. Along the way, you will encounter numerous delightful episodes among the cute and lively Chae-gyeong, the cold heartthrob Lee Shin, the handsome, down-to-earth Yul, the perfect ballerina Hyo- rin-played by Song Ji-hyo who just can’t get over Lee Shin, and all the other members of the royal family. Will the Crowned Princess, Chae-gyeong be up to the challenges of royal life? Come and join us as these wonderful tales of the crown princess unfold.


:+:About the Characters:+:


♥ Shin Chae-gyung / Played by Yoon Eun-hye (尹恩惠饰演申彩京)


Chae-gyeong is a student at an art high school. She wears training pants under her school uniform and uses slang on a daily basis. Despite her family’s difficult financial situation, she is lively and cheerful, and has creative talent. She hates Prince Lee Shin who attends the same school, saying that he has a prince syndrome. Because of her family’s situation, however, she is forced to consent to an arranged marriage with him. As she gets to know him better, she discovers his loneliness and begins to feel compassion. While struggling to adapt to palace life, Yul makes his appearance. He is kind to her and this attracts her, but she can’t help thinking about Lee Shin. Chae-gyeong is an optimistic character who manages to deal graciously with the veiled attempts to take the throne. She brings a cheerful and genuine presence to the stony atmosphere of the palace and gradually changes other members of the royal family. See how this ordinary high -school girl turns into a respected princess.


Yoon Eun Hye

- Date of Birth: October 03, 1984
- Height/Weight: Height 5'51 (168cm) / Weight: 110 lbs (50kg)
- School: Kyunghee Univ.
- Bloodtype: O
- Religion: Christian
- Hobbies: Watching movies, Writing letters
- Nickname: Kkodae Kkodae(Because she is a sleep talker.)
- Marriage: Single
- Filmography Movie include: Escaping From Charisma(2006)
- Miniseries include: Princess Hours(2006)
- Previously a member od the music group, Baby Vox

♥ Lee Shin / Played by Ju Ji-hun (朱智勋饰演李信)

Prince Lee Shin has won the heart of every girl in the country, but is fed up with fans that follow him wherever he goes. Born to a clever emperor and a beautiful empress, this arrogant prince has both intelligence and great looks. However, strict palace rules and heavy royal responsibilities do not allow him any private life or dreams of his own. He is so disillusioned that he no longer believes in family, love, or friendship. Living in his own sheltered world, his only pleasure is watching movies. He had a covert relationship with Hyo-rin, who is a ballet student at the same school. Because of plans for an arranged marriage many years before, he is forced to marry a spunky, ordinary girl but finds himself gradually falling in love with her. He is at the heart of a love triangle as his ex-girlfriend Hyo-rin intervenes after the marriage. The situation worsens as the second-in-line Prince Yul wishes to reclaim the throne.

Ju Ji-hun
- Date of Birth: May 16, 1982
- Height/Weight: Height: 6'14
- School: Dept. of at Kyonggi Univ.
- Bloodtype: A
- Hobbies: Online Game, Basketball, Swimming
- Marriage: Single
- Filmography Miniseries include: Princess Hours(2006)
- Career: Korean Fashion Photographers Association, Besat Fashion Visual Model(2005)Best Dresser Swan Awards, Best Model(2004)


♥ Min Hyo-rin / Played by Song Ji-hyo (宋智孝饰演闵孝璘)

Hyo-rin is a pretty, clever ballet student who dreams of becoming a prima ballerina. She is the first love and secret girlfriend of Lee Shin. He had proposed to her, trying to avoid an arranged marriage, but she declined, believing that her dream to be a ballerina was more important. After winning a competition, she realizes her true feelings for him. She befriends Chae-gyeong in the hope of winning Lee Shin back, just as Camilla did with Prince Charles. One day, Hyejeonggung, the mother of Yul, who has plans to reclaim the throne, approaches her. With Hyejeonggung and Lee Shin’s friends, Hyo-rin manages to put Chae-gyeong in a perilous situation. Everybody thinks Hyo-rin is perfect, but she carries her own untold secret.

Song Ji Hyo
- Date of Birth: August 15, 1981
- Height/Weight: Height 5'51 (168cm) / Weight: 102 lbs (46kg)
- School: Kyungmun College
- Bloodtype: A
- Marriage: Single
- Web Site http://cafe.daum.net/songmiin
- Filmography
Movie include: Whispering Corridors 3: Wishing Stairs(2003), Some(2004)
Miniseries include: Princess Hours(2006), Jumong(2006-7)


♥ Lee Yul / Played by Kim Jeong-hoon (金正勋饰演李律)

Yul is second in line to the throne. He was still a child when his father died in an accident, leaving the title to Lee Shin’s father. He and his mother left the palace and since then lived abroad. He has lived a carefree life with no royal obligations, so his outlook and actions are no different from those of other ordinary high-school kids. Gentle, attentive, and intelligent, he likes gardening and reading. His character is the reverse of the haughty prince, Lee Shin, and he always takes good care of Chae-gyeong. He was originally troubled by his mother’s ambition for the lost throne, but soon finds himself wanting to reclaim his title as he falls for Chae-gyeong.

Kim Jeong Hoon
- Date of Birth: January 20, 1980
- Height/Weight: Height - 5'9'' (179cm), Weight -132lbs (60kg)
- School: Dept. of Theater and Film, Jungang Univ.
- Bloodtype: AB
- Religion: Buddhism
- Hobbies: Watching movies, Listening to music, Kart-rider Game
- Nickname: Wonban(Because peoplea says he resembles Won-Bin)
- Marriage:Single
- Web Site http://www.onlyhoon.com/
- Filmography
Movie include: Kkabuljima(2004), DMZ(2004)
Miniseries include: Princess Hours(2006), Orange(2002)
*Previously a member of the music group UN














25 March 2007

《你…我是傻瓜 - Stay 》

당신은...나는 바보입니다. - Stay



nan ba bo you se jyo.nie ga ba bo you se jyo
난 바보였었죠. 내가 바보였었죠.
hu hwei hie do ne zhe jyo do li kir sun eb jyo
후회해도 늦었죠 알죠 돌이킬 순 없죠
ge der bor su eb se yo na do ar go yi se yo
그댈 볼 수 없어요 나도 알고 있어요
nie ga zeng mar zar mo hie se yo zeng mar mi an hie yo
내가 정말 잘못했어요 정말 미안해요
ge dden ye gi ha ji mo hie jyo ne mu e li se ge jyo
그땐 얘기하지 못했죠 너무 어리석었죠
yi jie wa se yi le ke e te wu myo na yong se le bi le yo
이제 와서 이렇게 애태우며 난 용서를 빌어요
dang xi nen na nen ba bo yim ni da
당신은 나는 바보입니다
za jon xim dde mun ne
자존심 때문에
sur gua sen dam bie yen gi lo mang ga ji go yi jyo
술과 쓴 담배연기로 망가지고 있죠
dang xi nen na nen ba bo yim ni da
당신은 나는 바보입니다
a zik sa lang ha gi ye ha lu zong yir peng peng ur go man yi jyo
아직 사랑하기에 하루 종일 펑펑 울고만 있죠
ge die do na do mo du ba bo che lem
그대도 나도 모두 바보처럼
ge le ji ma la yo da xi seng ga hie bua yo
그러지 말아요 다시 생각해봐요
wu ri e dde ke yo gi gga ji him der ge wa nen de
우리 어떻게 여기까지 힘들게 왔는데
da xi seng gak hie bua yo hu hwei ha xir ge ye yo
다시 생각해봐요 후회하실 거에요
nie ga zeng mar zar mo he se yo zeng mar mi an hie yo
내가 정말 잘못했어요 정말 미안해요
ge dden ye gi ha ji mo hie jyo ne mu e li se ge jyo
그땐 얘기하지 못했죠 너무 어리석었죠
yi jie wa se yi le ke e te wu myo na yong se le bi le yo
이제 와서 이렇게 애태우며 난 용서를 빌어요
dang xi nen na nen ba bo yim ni da

당신은 나는 바보입니다
za jon xim dde mu ne
자존심 때문에
sur gua sen dam bie yon gi lo mang ga ji go yi jyo
술과 쓴 담배연기로 망가지고 있죠
dang xi nen na nen ba bo yim ni da
당신은 나는 바보입니다
a zik sa lang ha gi ye ha lu zong yir peng peng ur go man yi jyo
아직 사랑하기에 하루 종일 펑펑 울고만 있죠
ge die do na do mo du ba bo che lem
그대도 나도 모두 바보처럼
ge die eb xi nan dan han sun gan do nan sar su ga eb jyo
그대 없이 단 한 순간도 난 살 수 없어요
me lir za la do su re ma xyo do nun mu man he le jyo
머릴 잘라도 술을 마셔도 눈물만 흐르죠
dang xi nen na nen ba bo yim ni da
당신은 나는 바보입니다
za jon xim dde mu ne
자존심 때문에
sur gua sen dam bie yon gi lo mang ga ji go yi jyo
술과 쓴 담배연기로 망가지고 있죠
dang xi nen na nen ba bo yim ni da
당신은 나는 바보입니다
a zik sa lang ha gi ye ha lu zong yir peng peng ur go man yi jyo
아직 사랑하기에 하루 종일 펑펑 울고만 있죠
ge die do na do mo du ba bo che lem
그대도 나도 모두 바보처럼
yi jie de yi sang mang ga ji ji ma yo......
이제 더 이상 망가지지 마요.........






我很傻 我是个傻瓜
如今后悔莫及 我知道无法再回头
以后将再也见不到你 其实这些我都知道
我真的错了 真对不起
当时没有说出来 是我太傻
此时此刻 我焦虑地乞求原谅
你和我都很傻
因为可怜的自尊心
在疯狂的想念中堕落
你和我都很傻
因为依然爱着 所以依然泪流
你和我都像傻瓜一样
还是别这样 再多想想吧
我们能共同走到今天是多么不容易
再多想想吧 不然你也会后悔

没有你我不知该如何活下去
即使剪了头发 喝了酒 却依然泪流不止
你和我都很傻
因为这可怜的自尊心
在疯狂的想念中堕落
你和我都象傻瓜一样
不能再这样继续下去了






:+: Princess Hour,《宮-野蠻王妃》插曲:+:

24 March 2007

It isn't a beautiful night

lot of secret stay deeply in my heart
I wish to share it here
I wish to share it with friends
but I cant do that

I know my friends will read my blog
I cant let them know what's happened on me
I don't want them to know the inside of my heart
be strong
be tough
be happy
be optimistic

I dont know what can I do now
I hope to release as much as I can
I hope to shout as much as I can
I hope to cry as much as I can
I really hope I can be what I want....

:+:may god bless me:+:

18 March 2007

There's an Anatomy test again on Monday ( few hours to go ) but I havent finish on those topics which are going to be asked, it's the topics which have not been taught again... I was quite blurred when I read the text from the books and this made me cant concentrate on the "revision" again...

Actually I was feeling down and upset this few weeks, from the moment i get the result of last anatomy paper... The result showed how poor am I on this subject and I... I dont know what is the solution to get a better result for the coming test...I read...I studied...but the result was so poor...I dont know why... I think it might b something wrong on the way I revised it...Nor matter how, I'll try my best and i'm trying to change the strategy of study...and I really hope it works.... Gambadeh....




:+: may god & luck bless me :+:

他和她的故事



[ 听过了 看过了 了解了 明白了
原来他俩能走到今天并不容易
一个拼了老命追求自己的幸福
一个则享受着被人呵护的感觉 ]


某年某月的某一天
她含着泪 舍下不舍的那颗心 放开放不了的那双手
她开始放弃追求自己的幸福了
因为她用了数年的时间 始终看不到恋情开花的那一天
她得到的却是他的那一句, "别再喜欢我了, 找一个爱你的男生吧!"

刹那间
她才发觉 她才领悟 她才清醒
原来一直都是她的一厢情愿及死缠烂打
让她在无意间谈了一场"恋爱"

其实 其实事实并非如此
其实 其实他已在不知不觉中心动了
其实 其实他都知道 只是没有那勇气

为了忘了忘不了
她接受了身边爱慕她的男生

知道她的新恋情后
他焦急了 他开始慌了
他不知所措了 他脑袋空白了

然而 老天不负有心人
彼此相爱的两个人 最终还是无法自欺欺人
他俩最终还是在一起并踏入了礼堂

 :+:有情人终成眷属了:+:


虽然一直以来都是一个人默默地在付出及死缠烂打. 她知道一切都有可能带给对方许多的麻烦及厌倦... 但, 她还是选择了 "厚着脸皮" 追求自己的幸福... 她证明了原来 "这招" 也是有效的.... 但, 试问又有谁能像她那样抛开一切尊严及矜持?!

女生, 你能做到吗?! 为了让一个不爱你的男生爱上你, 你会"冒险" 的为他而死缠烂打, 为他而放下尊严及矜持吗? 如果结局是百分百的能战胜, 我想大家都会心甘情愿地去追求吧! 如果不, 你也会那样做吗?! 对一个人死缠烂打, 真的能换来他/ 她的心吗?!

而他... 算是一个蛮自私的人吧... 一直享受着她对自己的好... 他尝到了 "不要等到失去, 才会懂得珍惜" 的滋味了... 庆幸的是, 他醒悟了... 庆幸的是一切都还来得及, 否则......

08 March 2007

~ Momentz in life ~

There are times in our lives when one of these 9 statements applies.

My favouritez are 4, 7and 9!! ^_^
Whatz urs?

1. There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! So cherish them while they are with you.

2. When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one, which has been opened for us.

3. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. FIND THE ONE THAT MAKES YOUR HEART SMILE.

4. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. [..i like this ^_^]

5. May you have enough HAPPINESS to make you sweet, enough TRIALS to make you strong, enough SORROW to keep you human and enough HOPE to make you happy.

6. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

7. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches. [..i like this ^_^]

8. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you were smiling. Live your life so that at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you are crying.

9. Don't count the years-count the memories...........Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take; but by the moments that took our breath away! [..i like this ^_^]

*sounds familiar?? copied from somewhere else.... *

=it's boring when doing revision... so i'm here again to lepak=

~hope you like it~

07 March 2007

+ Sadness and Happiness +

Chinese new year has ended and class resumed finally... Monday was the 1st day of my class after the break of chinese new year...Unluckily it's a day filled with disappointment and sadness... I was so upset and cant truely smile from the deep of my heart... never ever be happier until now... why the sadness can last for so long while the happiness can be faded so fast and easily?! >?<

Anyway, I'm here to share some sweet and nice stuff with u guys and i think those happy moments might help to cheer me up... [ i hope so ]...

Last week should be the study week but i have spent it on a trip with 4 of my friends...That's the 2nd trip for 5 of us and it's much more nicer compared to the previous trip which carried out in December 2006. The same bunch of friends... the same beach... the same accommodation... the same room... the same transport... the same time..

Same as the previous, two of my friends and I met at midvalley and we took KTM to reach our destination, Seremban. Then the other 2 friends were be there to meet us and it comes to the begining of our journey... the 3days and 2night trip... Seremban, a state which is quite near to my house and it seem to be no place to visit there... but when we gather with friends who are nice to be, wherever will be the great and nice place to be... so, it's not a matter to be there and it's kinda excited when we asked to join the trip .

~28.2.2007, 2.25am : th3 ShadoW Of K3N, Alic3 & Stephani3 at the B3acH~

~ 28.2.2007, 2.31am : th3 coconut which plucked by the guys ~

The above are those we did in the midnight after the day we arrived... I really cant believed those coconuts were plucked by them... at first, i thought what they suggested is just a joke...but at the end.....they did it!!! Bravo for guys... And one of my friends titled it as " 5 fellow "stealing" coconut in midnight at the beach " hahah... i'm laughing now when i think back of that night...It's really fun and crazy....Don't you think that's crazy?!

After the walk at the beach, we went back to the sweet sweet home which i like so much... Honestly, it's much more sweeter and comfortable than my home. The 1st thing we do after we reached the sweet sweet home was tasting the coconut which brought back from the beach.... erm... the coconut juice is not too sweet and its freshness=100%.... nice.

After the midnight, the next destination of our trip is the hutan lipur.... We crossed the rocks, the grass and the small mountain and finally we reached the 1st station of the mountain...When we looked onto the signboard, we got to know that there're around 20 stations for the mountain and we just managed to reach the 1st .....

~ nice pose?! ~~ The on3 i like the most , everyone was smiled ~

~ We're in the HousE!!! ( the atap house ) ~

~ This is the famous food of seremban, the toasted crab " 芙蓉烧蟹 " ~

~ time for tong shui 糖水...( dessert ) ~

The trip was quite short but I really enjoyed it and appreciated the moment we gathered... the time we know each other is not more than 2 years but i can truely find out the friendship between us.... When I gathered with this bunch of friends, I was so relaxed.... I can easily mixed up with them and just be what I want to be without any hiding or pretence . I know the time we can spend together is not much.... We met each other last year and we're going to end our studies life by the end of this year ( if possible ).... huh , it's so fast.... Anyway i'm looking for the next trip ...... and hope the friendship between us can be continue after the separation....

The holiday has ended and class resumed... I know that everything is going to be tough... a lot of tests... a lots of assignments...a lots of preparations....and...and i'm getting nervous day by day.... as the result i got was getting worst and i don't know what was exactly happened on me... It's really... ... how cant i concentrate fully in everthing i do?! how can i give up so easily when i come across difficulties?! why am i so emotional?! why am i so stubborn?! ............. the more i think of the more i hate my own.... i just know what i can do now is to recover as soon as possible, learn from the previous mistake, work harder and try to do the best in everything i do, especially my studies.....真的真的要加油了。。。不可再掉以轻心了,虽然失败了,但还是得振作。。。换个策略或方法,也许会更好吧。。。。加油加油!!!

*** May all the happiness & luck around me throughout the year of 2007 ***