It isn't a beautiful night

lot of secret stay deeply in my heart
I wish to share it here
I wish to share it with friends
but I cant do that

I know my friends will read my blog
I cant let them know what's happened on me
I don't want them to know the inside of my heart

be strong
be tough

be happy

be optimistic

I dont know what can I do now
I hope to release as much as I can
I hope to shout as much as I can
I hope to cry as much as I can

I really hope I can be what I want....

:+:may god bless me:+: