27 May 2008

It's not a happy day

went to work this afternoon
found tat the operator of the company was there
he was talking to one of my malay colleague
den we were asked for a small meeting
the operator announced tat
today is the last day of the malay guy working in the company

huh, wat a surprise
i was not sure wat's happening
but i knew tat some of my colleague dont lik him much
i think im the lucky one
i got a contract from the operator
thankful tat im not the one who force to quit from the company

somehow
sometimes i think tat
i'm the useless one
i'm the extra one
maybe i'm still new in that company
but i do really hope tat i can handle everything without others help
i really hope tat i can do it

back from work
i was so happy as i can see my baby
but everything seem to be wrong
i dont lik those feeling
i dont understand myself
by the time i put on hope
wat i get back is disappointment

so sorry as i let my tears drop again and again
it's impossible if you request me not to drop my tears
because the only way for me to relief is crying

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

My dear, this is what ppl called 'life', esp working life; unfairness, sad, happy, & all kind of mixed feeling... Just take it, face it, learn from it, and you'll gain it in the end. Without these, your life will be dull and boring. My working life too...